The Boys

We have had deer on our street for many many years but I don't remember ever seeing two bucks together.  Usually just one with his ladies. No ladies today, just the boys! 

They were snacking on the fallen fruit from the crab apple tree across the street.

They've moved on down the street to eat another neighbours flowers! Oh dear, she won't be happy!!

Books 9-12

Out of Sight by Morgan James

Ainsley Layne is running from something—or someone. Sheriff Dare Jensen can see it in the way she watches her surroundings, the way she flinches away from him every time he comes near. Though she tries to hide the shadows in her eyes, the dark bruises that riddle her body tell their own dark tale.
Dare knows that winning her trust won't be easy. She's been hurt too many times and, despite his offer of a safe haven, she refuses to confide in him. Until the killings begin…
When a young woman is found strangled to death and left posed on a park bench, the murder rocks the small town of Brookhaven. Coinciding so closely with Ainsley's arrival, Dare can't help but wonder… Is it a coincidence? Or is it somehow connected to the woman residing under his roof?
Ainsley stirs his protective instincts in a way no other woman ever has, and Dare soon finds himself caught between love and duty. As sheriff, he takes pride in his strong moral compass. Taking advantage of the woman in his care goes against everything he believes in. But as a man, he can't deny the passion that blazes between them…
When Ainsley is drawn into a sinister plan for revenge, Dare must rely on every ounce of training to save the woman he loves—before she becomes the next victim in a deadly game of cat and mouse.

 Ainsley has been held captive by an abusive boyfriend and is so frightened that she can not think straight! She finally makes a plan and escapes to her hometown. She meets 

Sheriff Dare Jensen who offers her a place to stay on his property as she needed a new place to live and stay safe. He has a feeling that there is something wrong and he needed to protect and help her.  Things start to happen in the town, death and a shooting which haven't happened in years. I enjoyed this book, except for the cliff hanger at the end!!

Silent Boy by Janet Fix & Cheryl Bradshaw

Private Investigator Sloane Monroe is about to face the most challenging case of her life, and this time, it hits a little too close to home.
In the dirty hallway of a local tavern, six-year-old Louie Alvarez plays with his race cars, waiting for his mother to take him home. A scream rips through the air. Louie freezes, then turns, staring at the room at the end of the hallway where the sound had come from.
His mom was in that room.
Louie inches toward the door and peeks through the crack. Inside, his mother begs for her life, but it’s far too late. Her fate has already been sealed. As a gunshot sounds off, a terrified Louie drops his race cars. In an instant, all eyes are on him, and there’s only one thing he can do now—run.

This is a short, fast paced story and was kind of surprising when I found out the motives behind what happened.

Angels Fall by Nora Roberts

Reece Gilmore has come a long way to see the stunning view below her. As the sole survivor of a brutal crime back East, she has been on the run, desperately fighting the nightmares and panic attacks that haunt her. Reece settles in Angel's Fist, Wyoming-temporarily, at least-and takes a job at a local diner. And now she's hiked this mountain all by herself. It was glorious, she thought, as she peered through her binoculars at the Snake River churning below.
Then Reece saw the man and woman on the opposite bank. Arguing. Fighting. And suddenly, the man was on top of the woman, his hands around her throat . . .
Enjoying a moment of solitude a bit farther down the trail is a gruff loner named Brody. But by the time Reece reaches him and brings him to the scene, the pair has vanished. When authorities comb the area where she saw the attack, they find nothing. No signs of struggle. No freshly turned earth. Not even a tire track.
And no one in Angel's Fist seems to believe her. After all, she's a newcomer in town, with a reputation for being jumpy and jittery-maybe even a little fragile. Maybe it's time to run again, to move on . . .
Reece Gilmore knows there's a killer in Angel's Fist, even if Brody, despite his seeming impatience and desire to keep her at arm's length, is the only one willing to believe her. When a series of menacing events makes it clear that someone wants her out of the way, Reece must put her trust in Brody-and herself-to find out if there is a killer in Angel's Fist before it's too late.

This was a good story although I was pretty sure who did it, fairly early on.

Lola is Missing by Alison James

Six-year-old Lola Jade Harper is taken from her bedroom. Her mother is distraught. She is convinced her estranged husband, Gavin Harper, has abducted their daughter.
Detective Rachel Prince is leading the investigation but is soon out of her depth as she searches for the most high-profile missing child in the country. To uncover the truth about Lola’s disappearance, Rachel must untangle the Harper family’s complicated web of secrets and lies.
As the case progresses, the body of a local woman is found. The death at first seems unrelated, until a trail of social media posts lead Rachel to a chilling discovery.
And then another little girl is taken…
With growing pressure from the public and the appearance of someone from her past she’d rather forget, will Rachel be able to solve the connection between the two missing children and the murder - before it’s too late?

Good story. It was easy to figure out who but the how was more complicated!!

The Final Chapter!

 Continuing on from the last installment! 

 April 29th I had to go in for a review of the tests I had had so far.  I saw a different Internal Medicine doctor this time.  He said all my results were in the normal range.  No problems at all with anything-except the sleep test. I told him everything that had happened with the sleep clinic and he wasn't very pleased with how I had been treated. I told him I was using the dental splint and I had had no sleep apnea incidents. He wanted me to go back and see someone else at the clinic. I declined and so he asked me to think about it and we would talk again when I come back again. Come back again? Yes, they had forgotten to order a Pulmonary Function test for me!

May 15th I went for the P.F. test which was a lot of huffing and puffing and then some more huffing and puffing and that was that. 

June 23rd I had to go back to see the Endocrinologist.  She was very pleased with all the bloodwork again and the weight loss. She increased the dose of Metformin and in a month increase again to 3tabs twice a day and go from there. I'm on that last dose now for the last week and no adverse affects. 

July 16th I had to go back to see the Internal Medicine doctor again to get the results of the P.F. test. Once again everything is fine. He said I am very healthy! Well that's good to know! He also mentioned that he had had several other complaints about the sleep clinic I had gone to. He will no longer refer to that clinic (It is a chain of many) and is now referring to 2 other clinics.  He said that if I was still fine with the splint, to continue with it. If anything changes, come back to see him.

The only thing I have to do now is go back to see the Endocrinologist in December for a follow up.

So after 187 days, (6months) the 'I want you to go for a stress test' is finally complete. I hate to think what all those tests and specialist visits cost! Thank goodness for our healthcare system!

Some pictures of Walker, the birthday boy.

With his best friend, Cooper.

Cleaning for the party.

Books 4-8

 Double Agent by Jack Mars

At the outset of the Cold War, in the ruins of postwar Europe, rookie CIA Agent Tyler Wolf must navigate a precarious partnership with the captivating Anya Fedorov, dazzled by her beauty and intellect, and unsure if he can truly trust her. Their first stop a Nazi extremist from exposing state secrets and reigniting a war. Can they stop him before he ignites an inferno between two superpowers?

This had a lot of tense moments and the hero got shot, several times! I really liked the interaction between Anya, an older and much more experienced KGB spy and Tyler, a younger and very inexperienced CIA agent. On the whole though the story has quite a few elements of improbability.

Remember the Fear by Molly Black

FBI Agent Clara Pike uses her photographic memory to catch killers, recalling the tiniest details that make a difference. But when a killer dredges up victims' darkest memories, Clara’s own perfect memory wavers in a haunting game of past and present. Can she piece together the fractured clues before it’s too late?

I did enjoy the story but it was far too repetitive and wordy.  Could have been much shorter.  

Stolen Innocence by Julia Derek

Haunted by her brother's brutal murder, FBI Agent Sidney Stone races against time to unravel a chilling wave of child abductions that mirror her own traumatic past, pushing her to the brink of sanity as she confronts both ruthless criminals and her own demons.
FBI Agent Sidney Stone has dedicated her life to the FBI’s Behavioral Analysis Unit, determined to prevent others from suffering the same fate as her kid brother, Ben. They were abducted when she was 16 and he seven. He was killed while she was let go. His death fuels her relentless pursuit of justice while struggling with PTSD, anxiety, and depression.
A wave of child abductions bears an eerie resemblance to the patterns of Sidney’s own abduction, pulling her deeper into a psychological battle. Partnering with Special Agent Alex Kane to co-lead the investigation, Sidney must navigate a complex web of clues and confront a network of sadistic criminals.
With the support of a dedicated team and her therapist Dr. Emma Blake, Sidney fights to balance her personal demons with her drive to save others. Each breakthrough brings her closer to dismantling the abductors’ sinister operation, but also to her own breaking point.

This is a book about a child trafficking ring.  A group of pedophiles that had no regard for the children, it was all about the money. There was torture, rape and children dying.  Parts were not easy to read, and some parts were a bit unbelievable.  It was a good read.

Death in Provence by Serena Kent

It's love at first sight when Penelope Kite sees Le Chant d’Eau—The Song of Water—the stone farmhouse tucked high in the hills above the Luberon valley, complete with a garden, swimming pool, and sweeping mountain vistas. For years, Penelope put her unfaithful ex-husband and her ungrateful stepchildren first. Since taking early retirement from her job in forensics at the Home Office in England, she’s been an unpaid babysitter and chauffeur for her grandchildren. Now, she’s going to start living for herself. Though her dream house needs major renovations, Penelope impulsively buys the property and moves to St. Merlot.
But Penelope’s daydreams of an adventurous life in Provence didn’t include finding a corpse floating face down in her swimming pool. The discovery of the dead man plunges her headlong into a Provençal stew of intrigue and lingering resentments simmering beneath the deceptively sunny village. Having worked in the forensics office, Penelope knows a thing or two about murder investigations. To find answers, she must carefully navigate between her seemingly ubiquitous, supercilious (and enviably chic) estate agent, the disdainful chief of police, and the devilishly handsome mayor—even as she finds herself tempted by all the delicacies the region has to offer. Thank goodness her old friend Frankie is just a flight away . . . and that Penelope is not quite as naïve as her new neighbors in St. Merlot believe.

I felt this story dragged on and on and there were so many silly, and dangerous, situations that Penelope got herself into that it was laughable and induced eye rolling. It is the start of a series but I don't think I would read any more of the books.

Hidden Sins by Stacy Abrams

Mara Reed has been stirring up trouble since she was eighteen—running scams, living on the edge, always on the run. Now, when two thugs are after her with murder on their minds, she’s forced into hiding in her small Texas hometown. But as she’s cornered in an alley, only seconds from death, an unexpected rescuer comes to her aid… A forensic anthropologist, Dr. Ethan Stuart is investigating a gruesome discovery—nearly one hundred dead bodies dating back fifty years—a mystery linked to the church once headed by Mara’s father. Ethan needs Mara’s help; she needs his protection. Their search for a shocking, devastating truth could lead them to forgiveness and salvation... if they survive.

I did want to see how the mystery was solved but I found most of the story very far fetched and quite ridiculous at times.

 

The Saga Continues

 Keeping in mind the 'event' happened on January 11th.

 My first appointment was on January 27th. This was what I thought was going to be the stress test. When I arrived I first saw a paramedic (apparently they work in cardiac places like this where someone could actually have a heart attack while having the tests and they have the best emergency training in those situations-who knew!!) He did all the basics-weight, height, bp, asked a million questions and then did an ECG. Then an internal medicine doctor came in. Very, very nice man but he was from the middle east somewhere and was so hard to understand!  It's really hard to take in all the information when you are concentrated so hard to understand what he is saying. Anyway, I got some of what he was saying and then was sent back to the reception area and spoke to someone there.  She was also from the middle east but her accent wasn't quite as hard to understand as the doctors. It was exhausting and I was more stressed when I left than when I went in there. Anyway she is my contact person and will set everything up for me. I had a list of I think 9 appointments!!

February 5 I had to go back and have a Holter monitor fitted to monitor my heart. I went in the afternoon and had it fitted. It's like a fanny pack strapped around my chest with a bunch of leads stuck all over me. Not great to sleep with but not too bad.  Took it back the next day.

February 25 was an appointment to go to the sleep clinic for the sleep monitor. You just go to the clinic and they give you a package and tell you to watch a video at home. Not much help! Anyway I wore it that night and hardly got any sleep, took it back the next day. A couple of days later the tech phones me and says 'You need a c-pap machine, you stopped breathing 63 times an hour, every hour', you have sleep apnea.  I said 'Well, I find that hard to believe because I was awake a large amount of time'. She said 'Oh, everyone says that, you need a c-pap'. I said I really was awake a lot so I doubt I stopped breathing 63 times an hour, every hour.  So she said, well you probably had light breathing. I said well, I think there's a big difference between not breathing and light breathing!! No comment to that.  Anyway, to make a long story short she said I should come and buy the machine for $2,500. When I said I wasn't going to do that she said I should rent one by the month for $350 a month and then buy one. I said that I wasn't going to do that either.  So she got really rude and aggressive.  I said before getting a c-pap machine what else could I do? So she kept going on about 'Well, at your age' there was no chance of losing weight or maintaining it and there were no alternatives!! So I said well I will be doing some of my own research and she said 'Fine, I'll phone you in 2 weeks and hung up. It was very evident that her goal was to sell a machine. So I did do some research and I also talked to my friend, who has a c-pap machine, and DIL who went to a sleep clinic overnight for testing.  Both were shocked that I hadn't had it at the sleep clinic and that they didn't call me in to go over the results. After some research I learnt that there are mouth appliances that you can wear instead of the c-pap and dentists usually supply them. I had an appointment booked with my dentist for cleaning so when I went I talked to them.  My dentist has made hundreds of these over the years and he wanted to see the report from the clinic.  I said I didn't even get an in person meeting, never mind a report.  Everybody thought that the main objective was for her to sell a c-pap. I already had a hard splint from the dentist and he said that would work. I've been wearing it ever since.  Also I have the sleep app on my phone that tracks my sleep and there have been no episodes of sleep apnea!!  The tech phoned me again a couple of weeks later and she wanted to know when I was coming in to get a machine.  Well, I was very calm and polite, but I let her know that IF I was getting a c-pap machine it certainly wouldn't be from her clinic.  I told her I thought she was rude and aggressive and definitely working the hard sell for the machines. She didn't disagree with anything I said and when I told her I talked to my dentist and had a mouth splint and the app on my phone she just said 'Well I'm glad you found something to helps you' and then she hung up!! So what do you think of all that?!

I have been wearing the splint every night and have had no episodes of sleep apnea!!

Moving on. Next was to see the Endocrinologist on Feb 27th.  I had a ton of bloodwork prior to this visit so she would have all the results.  Very nice lady.  She said that all my bloodwork was in the normal ranges, no exceptions. No diabetes or pre-diabetes. She said I was in great shape for my age. There's that 'for your age' thing again, but this time on a positive note. I asked her about taking Metformin to help with weight loss and she said that was a good plan.  This is a drug that she advises people to try before going to the injectables.  I said I wasn't interested in the injectables but the pills I would try. It takes a long time to work up to an effective dose but I'm okay with that. I started on half a pill twice a day for a week and then 1 pill twice a day until I see her again in June. She thinks over time I can work up to 3 pills twice a day but she doesn't want me to go higher. She said you can go up to 5 but that would be too hard on my stomach. I had already lost 15lbs since 'the event' mainly from stress I'm sure. Then 1lb. a week since, so total of 21.

Finally, the stress test!! I was told that there would be 2 parts to the stress test. On March 17th I went for the Rest part of the stress test. They injected a dye into me and then I had to go into this big machine that was like a small MRI and had pictures of my heart taken laying on my stomach and then on my back.

Next was an Echocardiogram on March 21. That took an hour, but uneventful.

Then, on March 26th I went for the Tread Mill part of the stress test.  Wasn't looking forward to that!  I wasn't worried about not being able to do it  because of my heart, I was worried about my knee.  Another paramedic looked after me. I had to first get on a stretcher that was pretty high and the stool was high. I asked if I could use his arm, as there was nothing to hang onto, to get on the stretcher.  He said as I needed help to get on the stretcher there was no way he was going to let me do the treadmill and have the chance of falling and damaging my knee.  Instead I got an IV and had a drug injected that would stress my heart. Wait 6 minutes and then they inject the reversal.  I just felt a bit weird and tingly but no other effects. Then I had to go into the same machine I went into for the resting stress test and again had the pictures taken front and back.

 AND I AM DONE!! To celebrate we went to The Keg Steak House for supper. I just have to wait 2-6 weeks to see the Internal Medicine doctor to go over all the test results. I am so glad that is all over. So far it has been 3 weeks but haven't heard anything yet.

So far it has been 96 days from when the event took place.   I can only think that there is nothing serious, if there was I would hope I would have heard something from them a lot sooner than 96 days!

So, sending me for a stress test turned out to be a heck of a lot more than I expected!!!

To be continued.

Books 1-3

 Captured Lies by Maggie Thom

She was kidnapped not once but twice and now someone wants her dead because of it....
Her life was a lie!
Bailey knew her upbringing wasn’t normal but she’s worked hard to stabilize her life. At 29, she finally has a good business, a stable home; her life is miles from that of her childhood. Then suddenly her mother dies, leaving a gaping hole and a discovery that they may not even be related. If Guy, the private investigator is to be believed, her life is a lie. Using the skills she learned on the streets, Bailey travels back through a sketchy and dangerous past, to find answers. Dodging bullets, staying ahead of those who want her dead and convincing Guy she can do it alone, are making it difficult to discover not only the secrets of her mother’s past but that of a family claiming she is theirs.
Everyone seems to have a story... but who’s telling the truth? And who wants her dead? Is Guy part of the solution? Or part of the problem? To discover the facts, she’ll have to untangle a web of deceit, lies, and secrets, dating back over thirty years.

I enjoyed this book. Part of it was because a lot of the book took place where I live or have visited. It was very fast paced and a bit hard to sort out all the different players.  I would read the next book in the series.

Final Look by Dianne Scott

Policewoman Christine Lane felt the humiliation like a slap. Transferred to a sleepy island station, she could almost hear her career screeching to a halt.
During a violent protest on Toronto Island, a resident is found dead and Christine is hurt. Her boss threatens to sack her for incompetence and she vows to maintain a low profile.
When the homicide leads dry up, Christine is shocked when investigators move on to their next case. So she secretly gathers information on suspects, digging up local dirt. When Christine is ambushed, she knows she is closing in on the perpetrator. Can she flush out the murderer before she is shut down for good.

This was another book set in Canada. I have been to Toronto but not Toronto Island where this story takes place. Christine is treated very poorly as a female police officer and gets so beat up during her investigating.  It was a pretty light, interesting read.

The Journey Home by Fiona Hood-Stewart

They met in the wilds of Scotland, as a winter storm approached. Complete strangers, they were uncannily drawn to one another. India Moncrieff, grief stricken over her mother's sudden death, a woman desperate to hold on to Dunbar House, the majestic family estate. And Jack Buchanan, the American tycoon enchanted by the land, who sees the house as a business opportunity. Business and passion soon unite them. But shocking revelations will alienate the two lovers in their desperate battle over a legacy neither will surrender. Family secrets and a murder spanning 200 years have left too many souls lost and alone. Now it's up to the heart to illuminate the way home.

This book was listed as a contemporary romance so the outcome was inevitable from the beginning.  It's all based around a mansion whose real inheritor is unknown due to bloodlines and legal rights. The constant arguing, lack of trust and immaturity of the two main characters got old pretty quick. 

Saturday Night Fun-Not!!

 

I'd been having weird pains in my collarbone and jaw in the early evening.  About 10pm things kind of sky rocketed.  I couldn't get a deep breath, my upper chest hurt. Garry phoned 911 and within minutes I had 3 firefighters and 2 paramedics in my bedroom firing questions at me and hooking me up to all kinds of monitors. Next thing I'm on a stretcher and into the ambulance. Nearest hospital is 5 minutes away so that was good. Brought into emergency right away, hooked up to all kinds of machines, getting poked many times-had to try 5 different sites to finally get a vein!! Blood pressure was 196 over 86!! They were thinking I was either having a heart attack or had an embolism. Had xrays, ECG, tons of blood taken. Had to wait for the results and everything was fine-normal.  Had to have the bloodwork done again because sometimes blood clots show up later. Had that done and then we waited for the results.  Had nitroglycerine a couple of times and that really helped with the breathing. Finally they had all the results.  The doctor said he really didn't now what was wrong but as women present differently from men when they are having a heart attack he was concerned about some of my symptoms so he wanted me to go for a cardiac assessment. We got to go home at 3:30am.  Didn't have a very good sleep as I was still having some pain. Finally got to sleep around 6am and then slept until 10:30.  Did very little on Sunday, slept some more in the afternoon.  I feel much better today and have no pain. The cardiac assessment place phoned this morning and I have an appointment on the 27th. 

So that was more than enough excitement for one weekend!!!!